oneiro | (no subject) (Reply)

So I go through these various phases, basically shifting from motivation to total deflation and deadness. I think I'm entering the motivation stage right now, as evidenced by me making an entry. Usually when I'm in a positive phase, I will blog more and try to get involved in online communities, and work on strengthening online friendships. But a friendship can't really come to fruition if you keep disappearing, but I can't help but get lost in my own head and just feel dead and apathetic sometimes.

Anyway, of course I am hoping that the bad phases will become less and less frequent. I am rather stressed at the moment, mainly with school and grad school applications (eeeeek!), but in spite of all that, I have it in me to actually DO something and create things and talk to people and become part of something, rather than just browsing the internet for hours like a zombie, knowing I should be taking advantage of the free time I have, and just... not doing it.

So yes, I'm going to try to keep myself in the zone. :)

Mood relates to the fact that I need to schedule classes and haven't done so yet and CUNY First is telling me that my password is wrong, but um, it's not? Wtf.

Edit: Oh, and I just purchased a paid accounts for a month. It was just 3 bucks so I figured I would give it a try. If it turns out to be worth it, I will purchase the longer one.